Friday, May 05, 2006
my nap was AWESOME!! i slept for like 5 hours!
i am talking to my darling adeline over the phone now & she bitching about SIYING.
i'm LAUGHING like mad!! so so FUNNNNNNNY!!! :D :D :D :D
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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DONE.
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i'm going to blog more & MORE today.
but the below entry dont make any sense so dont bother reading.
only
some ppl will understand. [:
sighs sighs sighs.
i miss _______ badly. -pouts. i dont know what i did in the past that makes him so
cold towards me.it's been 2 years plus & i'm still bloody clueless.
i just want to know the reasons. i dont mean anything to him; i'm not his friend in actual fact.i'm someone who doesnt exist in his entire life.
i know he is very busy with ________ and he once has a girlfriend.
it spoilt my entire _______. i didnt have to mood to at least ENJOY that season.
most of the time when i tried talking to him , it seems as if i'm talking to myself.
forget it then. i feel very stupid to do silly things just to make myself happy.
i also feeel very stupid thinking about him and myself so ______.
i dont want to delete the _______ frm him because i'm afraid i'll regret.
i know all my friends advised me to forget that ______ but it's so hard.
i cant understand why though he hurt me. TWO incidents that i'll always remember.
one is at _______& the other one is regarding present.
right now, he's busy with ________ & _______. it's time for him to find a ______ again since his environment is with _______ _____.
i haven told him how i feel & i'm keeping it to myself forever.
it's because, i mean nothing to him so i shall not bother.
i shall let time heal wounds.
though some friends say that _______ is better in many aspects.
& that he might like me.but it's total zero possibility.
i admit i had a silly crush on him in the past but it's all over now.
he has his things to be busy with & i'm not his type of girl.
anyway, i'm not as pretty compared to his last few admirers.
so it's totally absurd.!
ok, i am done with blogging my thoughts.
-STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!
(you can read now)
| You Are A Professional Girlfriend! |
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!
Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.
If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.
You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy. |
| Your Nail Polish Color is Pink |
How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance
Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute
What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend" |
YEAHHH!! PINK!!!!! :D :D
| You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug! |
You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.
Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...
You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all! |
YAY! :D soo true!
YJocelyn Jeanine
7:23 PM
